Sometimes I Wish I Could …

Freeze Time.   There are days like today where I sit back and reminisce about the good old days and I wish I could freeze time.  Thankfully this morose feeling doesn’t last long.  Stuck in the past is no way to live; one has to move forward.  Keep the memories, sure! But don’t close off to what’s in store for the future.  The only thing constant in life is change and I have always embraced change … maybe after a little reluctance but I usually come around quickly.  I am a jump on the band wagon, I’ll try almost anything once type.  Thank you daddy! Most things good in me, I attribute to his influence.

Anyhow, moving along, we have one more day until the milestone, ten year anniversary of a most unfortunate event.  The suspense will end because I will unveil our story of that fateful day.  In the meantime, I will organize my office, since doing so was a bust when I tried last Saturday. I’ll leave you with a picture I found when I was supposed to be cleaning.  This is one of my favorites because it was taken right before H was diagnosed.  The carefree innocence of childhood before cancer invaded their life.   These … four … kids … are the reason that this morning I kind of wanted to freeze time.

As always, more to come.

In front of the azaleas.  Yes Pony was a rockstar Jr. John Lennon – kind of … if you squint and look from afar. Keep on smiling.