For me, this manifests in food. Comfort food like a big ole chicken fried steak which can cure what ails me while clogging my arteries are the same time. Ha-ha. But everything in moderation including moderation. I’m wasting away on this invisalign diet or lifestyle change anyway. Cozy blankets & fuzzy socks or scents of lilac or rose can fill the bill too. Self care = blissful happiness.
Substituted sail with drifting & pail with receptacle. We’ve got rain today & while I’ll never complain about this much needed elixir of all things green in my garden, I’m still white knuckling a few things. One step forward, two steps back. And that’s ok because there’ll be more steps forward over the coming days.
My Lulu is going through it & we are along for the ride. For the first day in some weeks, I have yet to receive a crisis text. I have not reached out either. My guess is that she is white knuckling her resolve. I really hope I am wrong & today is a good day. We’re due a good day y’all.
Not my best effort but there is a theme (sort of) & a juxtaposition (or I tell myself there is for Pony’s sake). In this context for around I mean to wander all over the damn place. See what’s out there behind any roadblocks.
P.S. Highschool is like a cave for the parents & their children. Sometimes I wonder how we ever made it up & out into the light of day. I can’t imagine still being in the middle of it with all that has changed.