Aahhh so much to share, so little time. I am running on fumes as they say. I haven’t slept well over the last couple of days. I spend my time overthinking and feeling sorry for myself. Ain’t nobody got time for that. But sometimes the mind wants what the mind wants. 
I’m really happy that Lulu is on her family trip with the boyfriend. That means they’ve accepted my baby girl. That also gives us some much-needed time apart because you know codependency is not a good thing. I promised her no interruptions from me but if she wanted to send a text or a picture or two to feel free. Of course we all know how I am about checking text. She will probably be home before I even know she sent me something.
I’ve reached out to found family. Not sure where this will go. I’m not even sure what I want. Except maybe what we all want, to be loved 🥰 and accepted. All along my discovery, B has tried to protect me. He’s worried 😟 I’ll get hurt 😢. And I could but no risk, no reward or something like that. If/as I find out more, I’ll spill the tea 🫖
Alrighty, lemme let ya go. Until next time, stay safe.
As always more to come.
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