Friday ๐Ÿ ๐Ÿ’ ~ 7/1/22

Stranger Things dropped today! Ooh ๐Ÿ˜ฎ canโ€™t wait! But alas I must be patient because life is happening. Weโ€™re planning to binge watch on Sunday and Monday though.

Iโ€™m powering through. Overthinking as usual. In a tremendous amount of physical pain. Iโ€™m wondering ๐Ÿ’ญ if the mental is once again causing the gut twist. My referral was delayed until 7/12. Ugh ๐Ÿ˜ฉ. But all isnโ€™t lost ๐Ÿ˜ž. My friend GG helped me without even realizing. How? He shared a story about identical twins.

Paraphrasing, these boys were raised by an abusive father. Horrifying man. Sparing the gory details but overall very extreme.

When they grew up, one twin became a carbon copy of dear ole padre. The other twin became the polar opposite. They were interviewed and asked whatโ€™s your strongest influence in becoming who you are today? Can you guess their responses? Same! Daddy dearest.

So you see, we do have some sense of control. How we react to certain situations makes us or breaks us. Iโ€™m not only a product of my nature. Nurture has a place.

Maybe ๐Ÿค” like anything else, absolutes are rarely true. Not always or never ๐Ÿ‘Ž Instead it depends. Mind blowing huh?

Okay ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿฝ. Iโ€™m trying to make myself feel better โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน. Surprisingly I feel strong ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿป. First time for everything.

Alright folks, thatโ€™s all she wrote.

As always more to come.

Advertisement