People man, I tell ya. Secrets and lies. Half truths. Years of infidelity.
I am feeling guilty. I shared some info with my kid that I thought he needed to know. Turns out, he could have gone his whole life without knowing. Ignorance is bliss.
I had good motives but B was right. He is always right! I should’ve listened to him. Shut your mouth!
In the aftermath, Pony shared things with us last night that makes me equals parts angry and sad. How can people be that way! He’s no angel but damn, in this case things are leaning towards his side. Breaks my heart to think he carried his burden 10 long years without reaching out. My offer of you can always talk to me went unaccepted. Until yesterday.
As I wake up on this deary rainy day. I’m introspective. Thinking about motivations. Nurture verses Nature. What makes good people to bad things. I’m glad to have the day off. Don’t think I could work if I tried. I turn to music to take me away.
As always, more to come.