Should I worry that I noticed myself wanting to write 2017 when it’s really 2019? Is there a term for that affliction? Where does one draw the line between simple forgetfulness and the beginning of something worse?
Oh my here we go.
I’m sure I’ve got something … worse … Ugh.
I am switching gears because this is my new thing and I can change the direction of my vicious thoughts anytime I want. Besides the sun is back out so I got nothing to be wa wa about.
I had plans today and I’ve completely blown them off in favor of going through my DVR to catch up, writing, surfing, and everything that is not my original plan.
There is something to this brooding, doom and gloom, and serious introspection that I must truly enjoy to my core. Why else would I do it? It’s filling some kind twisted need. And I’m enjoying myself. And maybe doing nothing doesn’t always have to be a pity party? Maybe doing nothing is a form of self-care?
Yep. That’s it. Now I will close with my lame attempt at poetry.
Wallowing in pity
Serves no purpose
Knowing and doing
Are very different things
What will it take?
To spark some reaction
Why does it have
To be this way?
See y’all on the flip side.
As always more to come.