On This Day 10/30/18

… you’ve heard this before so I’ll be brief.

On 10/30/06, my family was victim to a random act of violence. Now 12 years later we remember and we are grateful. Other stuff (some of it way worse) has happened since that fateful day. Sure puts things into perspective.

Ima go out and run through the leafeses just like my blogging pal Joey. Ha! Crunch, crunch, crunch!!! Wishing everyone a wonderful day!!

I Wanna Be Like B

B went to therapy one or two times after his accident.  His therapist said to say “eff it” to that which he could not control.  After that, B never needed to go back.  Problem solved!  No hiding, hidden secrets.  He employs the “eff it” method religiously.

Me? Uh not so much.  I worry and ponder then worry some more.  “Twisting and turning you’re feeling the burning you’re breaking the girl.  She meant you no harm”  Bonus points if you can guess to what song those lyrics belong.

C’mon!  Guess please.  You know you want to. 🙂

Better Than

Ever have one of those the shoe is about to drop feelings?  Yep, there I go again, making stuff up.  I can’t breath or I am barely breathing and I can’t find the air.  Settle down silly.  It is what it is until it isn’t.

When I got called back right away, I got the stink eye from everyone in the room.  I wanted to say but I am not seeing a “real” DOCTOR.  I am seeing the NP.  If you want to go first, then take an appointment with the first available.  Last time I checked the NPs are also fallible human beings.  My standard of care is no different thus far.

A CT scan is just what the NP ordered. Better than a MRI. Sure hope this answers some questions. Of course don’t ask questions if you really don’t want to know the answers 😲.


I don’t wanna!  Me with eyes closed and fingers in my ears.


Sure makes a pretty pattern and it sure helps relieve some anxiety.

As always, more to come.