So…

So I took a walk to shake it off. No pics today. Wasn’t feeling it. And all I could smell was a faint scent of urine.

So much for stress relief. Lines everywhere I went. Making me more anxious ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ than when I started this stroll.

So glad I quit drinking or it’d be a two bottle night for sure.

So I started a text to make an appointment and just couldn’t hit send. Better to shove feelings away. You know like they say “get over it already”.

So what? I will. Get over it. By writing this, all is well.

As always, more to come.

11 thoughts on “So…

  1. I went for a long walk this morning myself. Through the streets of San Francisco. Up and down hills. Seemed like a better idea than heavy drinking. But the particular aroma of which you speak was a less than faint.
    So I returned leg-sore but thankful that, unlike so many, I would have a roof over my head tonight.

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      1. Goodness! I certainly wasnโ€™t suggesting that you werenโ€™t. But I do find walking a good time for introspection. I have a few issues with leaving the house myself but, as long as no one talks to me, I am fine. Sadly a lot of the people I passed today were not talking to me. They were talking to themselves.

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    1. Hard to admit those things my friend which makes you mighty brave in my book. I could very easily slip into that myself with options to work at home. I force myself to leave the house. I do not want to, I make myself go out in public to keep from completely disappearing.

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      1. Its easy to do, hide away. I think my family will create “emergencies” that they need me to leave the house to “fix” when I get too close to that edge ๐Ÿ˜‰ it’s not as bad as it use to be but I’d be a liar if I said it never happens anymore ๐Ÿ™‚ but thank God it’s not a daily, weekly, or monthly thing anymore :):) but it does still happen ๐Ÿ™‚

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