So…

So I took a walk to shake it off. No pics today. Wasn’t feeling it. And all I could smell was a faint scent of urine.

So much for stress relief. Lines everywhere I went. Making me more anxious ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ than when I started this stroll.

So glad I quit drinking or it’d be a two bottle night for sure.

So I started a text to make an appointment and just couldn’t hit send. Better to shove feelings away. You know like they say “get over it already”.

So what? I will. Get over it. By writing this, all is well.

As always, more to come.

11 thoughts on “So…

  1. I went for a long walk this morning myself. Through the streets of San Francisco. Up and down hills. Seemed like a better idea than heavy drinking. But the particular aroma of which you speak was a less than faint.
    So I returned leg-sore but thankful that, unlike so many, I would have a roof over my head tonight.

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      1. Goodness! I certainly wasnโ€™t suggesting that you werenโ€™t. But I do find walking a good time for introspection. I have a few issues with leaving the house myself but, as long as no one talks to me, I am fine. Sadly a lot of the people I passed today were not talking to me. They were talking to themselves.

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      2. I didnโ€™t think you were kind sir. I needed to say it. I saw strife today. Homelessness abundant and it made me reflect.

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    1. Hard to admit those things my friend which makes you mighty brave in my book. I could very easily slip into that myself with options to work at home. I force myself to leave the house. I do not want to, I make myself go out in public to keep from completely disappearing.

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      1. Its easy to do, hide away. I think my family will create “emergencies” that they need me to leave the house to “fix” when I get too close to that edge ๐Ÿ˜‰ it’s not as bad as it use to be but I’d be a liar if I said it never happens anymore ๐Ÿ™‚ but thank God it’s not a daily, weekly, or monthly thing anymore :):) but it does still happen ๐Ÿ™‚

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      2. We are so alike in many ways. Better here too but some days the struggle is real. Step by step, day by day come what may with my faith to sustain me.

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