She could end her with the words left unspoken
The opinions conflicted
What to do?
The so called experts had told her for years not to say anything
To stand back and watch
To support without conditions
They did not understand how hard it was to watch someone die
The longest, slowest, most painful death of indifference
Of self-loathing and hatred
She turned the words of the one person to ever suggest a conversation over in her brain
Not saying it doesn’t mean it is not true
Deflected truths added to the lock box
She knew speaking the truths would not change anything
She knew her subject was in deep denial
The kind that can lead to psychosis
As always, more to come.