I started blogging in earnest just over a year ago to help me deal with an empty nest. I’ve always enjoyed reading, writing & arithmetic. Actually screw arithmetic. Math sucks!@ I’ve always enjoyed reading and writing.
Oh and movies! I enjoy movies <3. And music! Music cures what ails me. And don’t forget the theater!!! But I digress. From what? I am musing am I not?
Lately I have asked myself “self, why do you write?”
The answer is complicated.
I jokingly say I write to release the hounds! And I do … or I did
Until lately where I no longer get the same high
Yes I said high! There is nothing quite like the feeling of purging your soul from pen onto paper (or keyboard onto blogosphere). To know you are connecting with someone and making a difference even if only to one other person and even if the impact is minimal.
Though this drug has about run it’s course I fear. The reaction just isn’t the same. Change is inevitable and evolve I must but to extinction? Maybe. Hope not but you know Hope; she is fickle.
As always, more to come.