I knew it! Or I suspected as much. Things have been just too good lately. I won the property tax protest. Had not even had the chance to share that with you yet. Some other legal paperwork came through opening a door to new possibilities as well. Everything was coming up roses. And today was especially prime! Get it? I know that you do. But and it’s a BIG BUT, everything changed with a simple text.
I felt my stomach roil. I start my little tapping exercises to alleviate anxiety. I think she’s just upset because she has to wait. Maybe she has not even seen the doctor yet?
It. Could. Be. Anything.
Hindsight is 20/20; I should have brought out the voodoo today. You know the troll dolls Roseanne set out in the episode where she became a bingo fanatic. Or maybe the novena candles for extra measure?
It. Could. Be. Anything.
And not necessarily anything bad either. But and it’s a BIG BUT, we tempted fate. Making plans and going on with life as if getting the all clear was a given. An automatic. She’d paid her dues. But and it’s a BIG BUT the all clear wasn’t to happen. Not yet anyways.
Lulu goes back on 7/25/17 and 7/27/17 for more tests. I was not in the exam room to hear what the doctor said or you know I’d probably still be back there asking a bazillon questions. Instead I have to rely on what Lulu told me which was …
- Almost everything was fine
- Incision healed nicely
- Very little scar tissue
In one spot though, the doctor felt something not quite right.
Me “Another cyst?”
Lulu “Not likely”
Me “She give you any ideas what it might be?”
Lulu “No, I just need a sonogram. Here you keep these appointment cards, I have the dates and times in my phone”
Me “Are they waiting because of our trip? We’ll just cancel it”
Lulu”No, the doctor says this is not urgent, just better safe than sorry”
Lulu continued “I just can’t catch a break”
Me … no words
Thought bubbles … Better safe than sorry, check! Then Crap! That’s not even enough info to WebMD this sH*t!
And so the story goes. We are back to it’s nothing until it’s something. Plus, we’ll glady accept any prayers, if you’re so inclined.
As always, more to come.