Agony

Life

… I knew we would not get an answer today.  Still wishing we already knew exactly what’s wrong with Lulu.  I’m semi freaking out. She wanted me in the room so I was in the room. She asked me to look at the screen so I did.  I have no idea what I saw.  Tons of pictures were taken.  Now we wait and see. 

It’s not likely gynecological.  We aren’t supposed to know that, the tech let it slip.  Well, sort of.  We inferred.  Tech thinks doctor might order one more test, a CT.  

The mass, thought to be a cyst of some sort is up high.  It’s also not round but cylindrical.  I saw tentacle looking things that could be blood vessels or arteries.  Like I said, I have no idea what I saw. My mind is working overtime.  

Doctor told us 90% definite for surgery considering the size but if not her lady parts, would she be referred away?  Delaying the inevitable.  We all feel worse after this final test.  Worried sick. 

I’m still staying off WebMD.  Come on Thursday.  Can’t get here soon enough.  It’s nothing until it’s something.  

As always, more to come.