… Or almost 29 year old son-shines
Pony: Mom for stuff like this … where what she tells you really doesn’t matter, just believe her. Don’t poke around trying to prove your suspicions. You’ll be happier. Trust me.
I know in my heart of hearts he is right. This most recent doubt was the Texas mug from Starbucks. She claimed a gift, I’m sure she bought it, with money she really doesn’t have. Big scheme how makes no difference. My mind spins. If she lies about something little then she’s got a secret life and she’s in a house of cards, liar about all.
Me: it’s not about the cup. Her actions are indicative of more disturbing behavior.
Pony: mom really sometimes a cup is just a cup. Let it go.
He’s such a good kid. He makes me smile. I give credit to my dad. He was such a huge influence on Pony as a child. Poor Lulu was stuck with only me. The guilt can really suck! Letting go! Always letting go.
My new mantra: IT IS NOT GOOD, IT IS NOT BAD. IT IS AS IT SHOULD BE!!!!!
As always, more to come.