With the opening of our new public library, I had to stop by and pick up a quick read. In less than 24 hours I completed You Will Know Me: A Novel by Megan Abbott.
I will try not to give any spoilers here. Basically this is a story of competitive gymnastics and the human psyche. With several subplots as well.
As a parent, I related because we all want the best for our children. And in the hard world of gymnastics or any competitive sport I imagine there are characters like the ones in this novel. Hell in real life there are helicopter moms and tiger moms and whatever other kind of moms – the Texas cheerleading moms … who will stop at nothing to help their children succeed. And it’s not just the mothers. Fathers take an equal part in some cases.
I never ever wanted to be that parent who lived vicariously through my children. I succeeded somewhat. When he didn’t want to play baseball or she didn’t want to dance anymore, we stopped. Yet with every word and every motion, I cast a field of influence. Ones that I can’t take back. Things that I forced upon them without even really meaning to or knowing that I was doing it. More on that for another day. Suffice it to say words can hurt. And once they’re out of your mouth you can’t ever take them back. My new motto is it’s better to be quiet than to say the wrong thing.
Anyhow, I do think I still want the best and would do whatever I could to help my kiddos. If they needed my help that is. I’m only an outsider in their lives these days. Feeling sorry for myself. Feeling unneeded. Feeling like a stranger in a strange land. To quote the title of a book by Robert Heinlein. I jotted down this scene from You Will Know Me which captures my feelings perfectly.
“Isn’t it a strange day”, she said, “when you realize you have no idea what is going on in your kids head? One morning you wake up and there’s an alien in your house. They look like your kid, sound a little like them but they are not your kid. They’re something else that you don’t know. And they keep changing. They never stop changing on you.”
To take it a step further, the proverbial question is: Do we ever really know anyone? No. I don’t think we do. Hell we don’t even really know ourselves. Until something dramatic happens and life kicks you in the gut, then maybe you know what you’re capable of. Until you’re tested or experience a tragedy firsthand, it’s really hard to say what you’ll do or how you’ll react. There but for the grace of God go I and all that stuff. I’m not trying to make light of it. I firmly believe that I’m capable of horrors my mind can’t even fathom. All in the name of protecting my family. Or protecting myself maybe?
However I think I’d be that mom who turned my kid in if he/she ever did something illegal. You do the crime you do the time. Actions have consequences. And sometimes you have to learn that first hand. No one can do it for you.
I hope I haven’t spoiled the book for anyone. I really didn’t give away much of the plot. I suggest you pick it up and read it. It’s a page turner for sure. And you can see the subtleties in between the lines. As there were many themes along with the major storyline. And questions of morality as well. This book is full of things that make you go hmmmm. 🤔
As always, more to come.
4 thoughts on “Book Review – You Will Know Me by Megan Abbott”
You didn’t ruin the book at all and I appreciate the sharing you did about yourself. I agree about the horrors we wouldn’t even like to think we would commit to protect our family if someone was trying to harm them. Your honesty is what keeps me coming back again and again, ok that and your humour 🙂
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I’m glad I didn’t give too much away. The first book review I ever wrote was on Lionel Shriver’s “We Need To Talk About Kevin” on Amazon no less and I ruined the end for a reader. And it was a good one too. A punch for sure. And I felt awful about it. I actually was thinking my review was more of a discussion than a review because the book had been out for so long when I finally got around to reading and writing about it. I didn’t realize that other people were finding it later on like me. Since then I go to the opposite extreme to try to be as vague as all get out. No wonder people aren’t reading the books I recommend. LOL 😂
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LOL…well I always figure when it says “book review” you are probably going to find out what the book is about and that includes the ending. If you don’t want to know the ending don’t read the book review 😉 I think you did good 🙂
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